| *throws a kiss* |
[Nov. 12th, 2003|03:19 pm] |
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is everyone ready?
this is my last entry.
im staying here at houghton for the next three and a half years, i know there were some...well, bumps in the road but im not a quitter.
i pretty much know what im majoring and minoring in.
i have a goal now. even though its only one goal at least i have one.
im passing everything except for french but thats going to be fixed within the next several days.
i am content.
and i understand there will be ups and downs and i also expect difficulty but i will not give up.
thank you to everyone who supported me and knew i could do it all along.
i love you all and you know who you are. |
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| i woke up today in time to shower and go to class! |
[Nov. 3rd, 2003|11:39 am] |
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| |  lonely | ] |
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| | pretty girl~sugarcult | ] |
i just paid $13.64 for my stupidity, umm i want to be a kid again cuz when we were kids stupidity was so much cheaper. damn inflation. |
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| swine are pigs |
[Nov. 2nd, 2003|02:53 pm] |
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| | some girl who left her laptop on cuz we are concentrating | ] |
well then so halloween was definitely most intersting.
i love the fact that im not in calvary anymore and dont have to have all this crap about halloween shoved down my throat. so if i want to maybe dress up and go to a party i dont feel like im worshiping the devil and sacrificing babies.
so yeah all of us dressed up as the wizard of oz. we basically didnt dress up, it all went with the hair and then we wore cardboard signs that told everyone what we were.
kennedy was dorothy and she made awesome red shoes, and her hair was in pigtails.
i was glinda the good witch-blonde curly hair, need i say more?
alex was the cowardly lion because he had a blonde afro.
kayla was the wicked witch just cuz she fits.
jason was the tinman.
ian was the scarecrow cuz he had his hair gelled and in his face.
matthew was a lot of things.
there were also munchkins who were large tall boys with signs on.
and flying monkeys etc.
some of the more memorable costumes at the shen party which was very well decorated i must say:
ben askins who was a fat ballerina
that one guy who walked out of the woods totally in army camo that was pretty darn cool.
dan who was martin luther and posted the 95 thesis on the chapel doors, even tho he left and went to rochester instead of hanging out with us.
that guy who was dressed up like a girl and worked it so freaking well, yeah!
dave who was whitey tightey boy, that was umm very intersting.
that one girl who i think was cleopatra had like the most awesome costume ever.
yeah i think ill stop now.
im a visual learner yay!!
so yes kennedy and i are down at biggies now trying to do our work and some fricker is listening to her music at like full blast!! fricker!!!! YOU DONT NEED TO LISTEN TO IT THAT FREAKING LOUDLY WE ARE TRYING TO CONCENTRATE FRICKER.
yay i can feel my headache coming full force now. i totally was ready for it last night to the point of taking 2 pills with me so that i would be prepared. well its definitely almost there so i think im going to take them before it gets too bad. hold on.
ok well my back hurts like a lot, i think its from ian trying to crack it last night. yes i do believe so. i umm miss him already and hes only been gone for 3 hours. this is despicable. im making myself sick.
in other news i think i might try to buy myself a new charger for my phone cuz i think life without talking to all my lovely peoples on the phone is getting unbearable. it all depends on how much it costs cuz im poor like whoah.
allright its time to ready my IR for my test on wednesday. i love dr. benedict SO MUCH!!! |
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| are you biting his scalp? |
[Oct. 30th, 2003|04:28 pm] |
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| | shine jesus shine | ] |
hehe so ok this girl started talking to me and she said something completely retarded and i was like sometimes people open their mouths and talk and crap comes out. and then i was like OH MY GOSH!! cuz i remembered when last year a certain teacher like totally went off on our class about something that there was like the biggest misunderstanding about and then he came to apoligize to us and we all sat there and stared at him and that was that.
and then afterwards i remember saying "its like he opened his mouth and he was talking and just pure crap was coming out of his mouth and landing in a pile on the floor." and that just totally reminded me of that day.
yeah rach im sure youll know what im talking about. hehe im so glad we're not in high school anymore. i really miss you guys.
i think ive discovered what my problem is.
i crave attention. i hate people who ignore me. when people start ignoring me i find a way to get their attention. im sick. |
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| nneeeh |
[Oct. 30th, 2003|03:53 pm] |
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| | umm yes | ] |
leah you tricked me, tricker.
i need non christian friends |
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| my wisdom teeth are finally coming in.. yay |
[Oct. 28th, 2003|11:06 pm] |
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| | none thats not right hold on...santa monice thats better | ] |
so i know that ive already updated once today but i was really tired and i dont quite know if i made sense lol.
JASON AND KAYLA GOT ENGAGED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
weve known it was coming for a while but everyone was still surprised and she has such a pretty ring and they're so cute together and we go to houghton college.
umm guys my friends are engaged. lol im sooo incredibly happy for them because they fit together so well.
i need to talk to my mom but i lost my charger, its not in ians room where the rest of my life is, its not in my room, nor in any of my purses, its not in my backpack, this is retarded and it sucks a lot.
i definitely think i need to sleep tonight but its going to be hard getting my butt up and actually going to sleep.
so i think for april fools we are going to buy a lot of cheap real looking engagement rings and put them in random peoples mailboxes or maybe in peoples mailboxes whom we know have been dating for a really long time.
im going to do my work until 1 and then im going to sleep. |
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| sleep to dream |
[Oct. 28th, 2003|12:52 pm] |
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| | mr. roboto | ] |
someone behind me is listening to i will be here by steven curtis chapman. i really wish they wouldnt. ive had less than four hours of sleep last night cuz i was studying to fail my third midterm and i really really really dont need that song right now.
damn you.
my eyes wont stay open, im skipping lab now cuz theres no way ill be able to do it. like at this point i am seriously considering dropping out of school working several years to save some money, marrying someone with a degree, moving down south and having babies.
i want to go to sleep but i know that if i do i will never get any work done and ill sleep all day and then ill feel like crap again cuz i got nothing done so id rather torture myself by staying awake and hopefully get a minimal amount of work done.
thank god for headphones cuz i really dont think i can listen to scc ever again and enjoy him. leah remember how i was going to make the biggest mistake of my life and you were online with me at like 3 in the morning and you were like zory whatever you do dont do what youre going to do and i didnt and i was like so confused and didnt know what i wanted. and yeah well i was talking to ian last night and i remembered like all this stuff that had happened that i had totally forgot about and i dont think anyone really knows about and so the next time i think about making that same mistake could you just remind me that theres stuff im not taking into account? thanks.
i umm want to sleep. very badly. but i will not. i will stay here. i will get work done. i will not swear anymore. it offends people. it makes me sound retarded. i hate you. |
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| hmm |
[Oct. 23rd, 2003|10:15 pm] |
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| | linkin park | ] |
well lets see im at ians right now and hes playing the matrix game in glenny and bradys room and im supposed to be doing work and i truly cannot seem to focus.
im so in a freakin mood right now. i just get like this sometimes, i dont want to be around anyone at all but at the same time i need to be social, im upset about how screwed i am but im the reason that im upset so its like a big freakin circle and it doesnt help anything at all it just frustrates me and makes everyone around me hate me so therefore that is another reason i dont want to be around people.
so umm i dont really feel like complaining right now cuz it seems like thats all i ever do. so instead ill pretend everything is peachy keen.
hmm i thought of the best band name ever while observing a bruise on my body today.
ok....
are you ready?
k...
6 shades of violent
how awesome is that? i thought it was pretty awesome and then the cd cover can be like a big bruise and jason is going to design it for me and then ill be famous and worth something.
what else? hmm its cold like siberia right now and im going to see if my mom will send me all my scarves and hats and stuff cuz i forgot to get them from home. cuz i really want a package. hehe.
in other news fricker. thats all i have to say about that.
oh!! amy should come to school with me cuz she would love it so much!! amers roberts is nice but this is seriously like the most friendly campus in the entire world you would just die of happiness here.
i miss my sister. and my mom. and leah and rach. and i was going to say go to hell to homework and call everyone tonight but i cant cuz someone took my phone cuz i cant say no to people.
i have to pick the highlight of my day cuz i need something to cheer me up. i think dinner was the highlight of my day cuz there was just an insane amount of people and everyone was so nice and it was just beautiful. thats sad.
im going to look so hot tomorrow night cuz alexs house is having a root beer kegger toga party. aaw yeah. except im not going to wear a toga cuz thats sleazy. hmm umm im not getting any work done by sitting here and just typing am i? ive been talking to myself for like most of today and thats kind of sad.
ian needs to stop wasting time now and do his work. wow as he walks in. |
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| so umm yes.. |
[Oct. 21st, 2003|02:12 pm] |
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| | on that day~slowreader | ] |
I am still living with your ghost
Lonely and dreaming of the west coast
I don't want to be your downtime
I don't want to be your stupid game
With my big black boots and an old suitcase
I do believe I'll find myself a new place
I don't want to be the bad guy
I don't want do your sleepwalk dance anymore
I just want to see some palm trees
I will try and shake away this disease
We can live beside the ocean
Leave the fire behind
Swim out past the breakers
Watch the world die
I am stil dreaming of you face
Hungry and hollow for all the things you took away
I don't want to be your good time
I don't want to be your fall-back crutch anymore
I'll walk right out into a brand new day
Insane and rising in my own weird way
I don't want to be the bad guy
I don't want to do your sleepwalk dance anymore
I just want to feel some sunshine
I just want to find some place to be alone
We can live beside the ocean
Leave the fire behind
Swim out past the breakers
Watch the world die
yeah watch the world die
santa monica~everclear
this is me and ians song. yes we have a song.
we broke up. right after we got a song.
we're broken up now but it doesn't feel like it.
either this breaking up thing won't change much or it just hasn't sunk in yet.
we broke up. and it's all my fault, like always but he doesn't hate me yet, surprisingly. but i think that will come with time. |
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[Oct. 17th, 2003|05:46 pm] |
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| | getting into you~ relient k | ] |
so i think i figured out why i was missing houghton so much last night. and now that thats fixed i feel much more at home and now i was i was staying a bit longer. i love home and i love houghton. and now im going to one of my favorite places in the world...the mall!! yay! |
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| BIRTHDAY QUEEN!! |
[Oct. 17th, 2003|01:25 am] |
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| | i wanna go crazy and take you with me | ] |
I think im going to cry. I mean I love Leah and Rachael and Alaina and my brother and sister SO INCREDIBLY MUCH but I miss HOME!!!
Like I know that I just saw Ian earlier today but it seems like an eternity has passed, and I miss my Kennedy I haven't seen you since Tuesday night thats like a double eternity, and I miss being up until ungodly hours of the night in Biggies getting fat with Kennedy while trying to get some work done and crawling into bed in the wee hours of the morning not trying to wake anybody up and watching Ian drive away out of my window and getting up 5 minutes before my class and sleeping through chapels and complaining about french table and that one brillianty red tree outside of the dining hall and loving Dr.Benedict with Em and how easygoing Katrina is and how my roommates scold me for not sleeping enough and my dead goldfish and Jason and Kayla and Matt and Bret and Dan and Pat and Daddy Greg and Jeff and Nickie and Anna Cruz and her butt and Em and Marisa and I'm going to stop now.
Hmm I also think that part of the reason why I am missing school and everyone there so incredibly is because Houghton's stupid website won't let me check my email and I don't know if anyone is trying to emial me and this is really frustrating!!!
In other news: Andrey whom I used to work with named his daughter after me and I'm still not sure how I feel about that, I spilled coffee on Alaina's carpet, took a shower in MY shower, we revisited Wades lol, I got to see Rach, Leah and Laina in one night which hasn't happened since I left for school, Leah and I spent some well needed time at the Pier tonight, oh and yes MY FATHER IS GOING TO KILL ME!!
I have one last tidbit of advice for all the frequent travelers out there, never trust a half dead possum. I said what I said and I meant it. |
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| silence and a blank wall |
[Oct. 14th, 2003|01:07 am] |
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| | silence is golden | ] |
congratulations. you are the kiss my ass happy
bunny. You don't care about anyone or anything.
You must be so proud
which happy bunny are you?
brought to you by Quizilla
how awesome is that? lol im soo happy right now and i dont know why.
so i have two exams on wednesday, im so going to fail my bib lit, and i know some of you will look at that and roll your eyes but i just have this feeling that when you dont do any of the reading and dont show up to a third of the classes you fail the exam. ill prally do allright on microecon but i still need to study right now instead of updating this thing.
hmm...i dont really think i have anything else to say.
oh HOLY CRAP HOW COULD I FORGET???!??!?!?!?
IM COMING HOME ON WEDNESDAY!!
yay, im so flippin excited cuz i get to see everyone and sleep in my own bed and use my beautiful shower and hang out with my family except for maybe my dad, and drive, and see leah and rach!!
mmmmmmmm i cant wait....
and in other news i hate christopher columbus, a lot and my boyfriend smells so good i want to rape him |
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| happy valentines day |
[Oct. 13th, 2003|01:42 am] |
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| | classical music dave is playing on his laptop | ] |
so today was a really really crappy day.
i hate being a girl like whoah and today totally solidified that general hatred.
i was literally ready to have doctor hannah just cut out my uterus, im never having children anyways so why do i need one?
and then i hated boys, and everyone else in general, but not as badly as the last several days. and then i ripped my moms head off for nothing and i felt really bad.
and since ive been craving chocolate and caffeine and such i felt really fat.
and then i started missing dad, cuz i miss having someone to talk politics with..POLITICS of all things!!
and i havent gone to church in so long, i seriously appreciate the depth with which pastor bill taught after going to houghton weslyan.
and so overall after basically lying in bed and on the floor for hours in pain i was having a crappy day.
and then leah sent me a link.
so i clicked on it and rachel and i sat and watched.
umm ive been close to tears since that point.
basically it was what a valentine from God would be like.
i love how Jesus knows exactly what we need and when we need it.
and leah thank you.
so yes i am still in pain and still chemically imbalanced and still want to cut out my uterus
but i was also reminded of how awesome God's love for me is.
He created me in His image which means according to him i am perfect just the way i am.
and even tho i may be pmsy, fat feeling,in pain, moody, totally hating my body, i am perfect in His eyes and He thinks i am beautiful. |
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| ian- you always use the sex thing me- well thats usually cuz it works |
[Oct. 6th, 2003|12:16 am] |
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| | i believe in miracles! | ] |
rach and i just had a conversation and i just felt the need to share it with you
rach the girl (11:58:36 PM): i'm gonna like kill her or something idk
rach the girl (11:58:42 PM): me and this other girl i sit next too
PrincessZory (11:58:46 PM): like kill her or something?
rach the girl (11:58:48 PM): we have plotted it all out
PrincessZory (11:58:51 PM): ok
PrincessZory (11:59:11 PM): but just umm make sure that if you do you have it all planned out
rach the girl (11:59:36 PM): so yes that is the only thing that keeps me going
rach the girl (11:59:57 PM): yes we do have it all planned out
rach the girl (12:00:05 AM): i just said that silly
rach the girl (12:00:22 AM): i wish your name was billy
rach the girl (12:00:26 AM): then i could say silly billy
PrincessZory (12:00:30 AM): it could be from now on
rach the girl (12:00:36 AM): yeah
rach the girl (12:00:38 AM): that would be fun
rach the girl (12:00:45 AM): or you could be poofy
rach the girl (12:00:50 AM): so i could call you "goofy poofy"
PrincessZory (12:00:56 AM): well you have the power to change my name any time you want
rach the girl (12:00:59 AM): or even "doofy poofy"!!!
rach the girl (12:01:01 AM): yeah!!
PrincessZory (12:01:01 AM): i give you that power
rach the girl (12:01:05 AM): poofy is a great name!!
PrincessZory (12:01:06 AM): brb i hafta pee
rach the girl (12:01:11 AM): cuz it rhymes with so many stupid things
rach the girl (12:01:14 AM): ok have fun
PrincessZory (12:07:01 AM): k woot was that fun
rach the girl (12:07:11 AM): i'm glad
rach the girl (12:07:13 AM): you used woot
rach the girl (12:07:15 AM): that's exciting
PrincessZory (12:07:26 AM): yes it most definitely is
PrincessZory (12:12:12 AM): so what is my name now?
rach the girl (12:12:22 AM): poopypants
rach the girl (12:12:29 AM): or billy
rach the girl (12:12:31 AM): you can decide
rach the girl (12:12:34 AM): and we can call you billy idol
rach the girl (12:12:35 AM): only not
PrincessZory (12:12:39 AM): i think i like billypoopypants
rach the girl (12:12:42 AM): ok
rach the girl (12:12:47 AM): captain billypoopypants
rach the girl (12:12:51 AM): that's even better
PrincessZory (12:13:09 AM): oooh yes much |
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| aaww yeah |
[Oct. 5th, 2003|11:37 pm] |
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| | quixotic | ] |
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| | the cd i got from kennedy who i want to live with right now! | ] |
i want to live with kennedy..right now.
i want to live with kennedy..right now.
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i want to live with kennedy..right now.
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i want to live with kennedy..right now.
i want to live with kennedy..right now.
i want to live with kennedy..right now.
i want to live with kennedy..right now.
i want to live with kennedy..right now.
i want to live with kennedy..right now.
i want to live with kennedy..right now.
i want to live with kennedy..right now.
i want to live with kennedy..right now.
i want to live with kennedy..right now.
RIGHT NOW!!
got it?
in other news....
things that happened this weekend:
dansville
leah and rachael came to houghton
dr suess
whittled penis
movies
campus center
modern art
lots of pictures
7:30am
banquet
lateness
hottness
spot
sop
big als
bed
fire alarm
pajamas
townhouse
moss lake
amish
food
more amish
amish rape
kodiak moments
random acts of violence
lots of lesbionism
lesbionic tingling
no goodbyes just see you laters
waves
love and more love and lots of love
if you can think of anything that i missed feel free to let me know!! |
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| wooohooo |
[Sep. 30th, 2003|09:04 pm] |
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| | pretty girl ~sugarcult | ] |
soo umm yeah just watch this!!!
thank you ian darling for giving me your middle name and thanks to jamies journal for this handy dandy who will you marry thingy!! im soo excited i love paul walker!! and yes time to read 200 pages yay!! |
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| the incredible four year adventure!! |
[Sep. 18th, 2003|03:58 am] |
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| | weird | ] |
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| | none cuz my bahbays reading and we dont want to distract him | ] |
so yes i have finally finished writing my paper and now it is just me and ian and rachel sitting downstairs at big als and rachel and i really have nothing left to do but shes reading stuff and im sitting here reading stuff so i decided i would update my journal of sorts. so yea i kind of had an interesting day today, me and nickie watched moulin rouge and i have literally been waiting forever and a day to see that movie so that made me really happy and i have a class in like 5 hours, that kind of sucks, dork but. hmm i miss leah and rachael cuz i havent talked to them in a day or two and i feel incomplete. and i had a really emotional day today, like i just randomly flipped out and so first jeff did his "lean your head against my breast and let my chest muscles soothe you" thing,lol and then i decided that i needed to take a break from the ordinary and just go and do something that i wasnt planning on doing. so that was when me and nickie watched our movie, and alicia and greg were in there with us and i think that i am in love with those two as a couple. like let me set the scene a little bit, alicia is like really ill and her and greg were sitting there doing their homework and alicia was literally hacking up crap all over the place in front of her boyfriend! like you never hear of this kind of thing happening anymore. i totally loved the fact that she was so comfortable in front of him that it really didnt matter to her. and greg was just like aww hunny thats so attractive and he gave her a hug. im in love with them. oh yes and john hutton was there as well, i like this boy, he just randomly walked into the room and i was like youre john hutton so he stayed with us for a bit. and oooh do i have a story about jeff and i just told it to ian and kennedy but i cant post it cuz i would feel bad cuz im not sure he would want the story to spread in such a way. so who wants to hear a story? today we did a cliche. not really but it was matt and kennedy and ian and me and we were laying out on the quad cuz it was a beautiful day outside and we were looking up at the clouds and making shapes and animals out of them and it was a lot of fun and i really enjoyed it but ian said it was cliche but it was but i had fun. hehe. and i am really rambling cuz im a dork and im really tired and i think im getting sick cuz my throat is all scratchy and my nasal passages are congested and ive been getting headaches the last couple of days. i hope cal* burns his school down!!!! tomorrow i only have two classes, western civ and fyi discussion, i love thursdays cuz theyre such easy days. and i really hope rach and leah can come up this weekend cuz that would totally be amazing, like friday night theyre playing sweet home alabama on the quad and then we're all going camping and then saturday we're going out to a park and having a picnic, and hannah kennedys sister is coming up on saturday morning and it could be like one big party. but i have a feeling cuz the hurricaine is coming that leah and rachael will not be coming and this makes me sad but at the same time i understand. someone is dying.. i am happy. i am bipolar. i have not been bipolar in a long time. this is the first time in like a week that i have been bipolar, maybe i am getting better and i will not need to go to the doctor and get medication that will make me really angry all the time. this would be nice. ruth fed a bunch of boys some really spicy peppers cuz theyre stupid and theyre boys and so they got really mad at her lol so they invaded her room and duct taped her mouth and her wrists behind her back and they took her off campus and left her in some field. i thought this was hysterical, his testicles!! oh my gosh how many times i have wanted to say that but could not!!! oh and i will never look at a banana the same way again. cuz someone told me that a banana was a fallace and i have seen so many random people doing an odd assortment of things to bananas and i have had to look away. stupid fallace. and then today oh by the way cal* is burning the school down......yay!! oh yeah so today i had fun in kennedys room just cuz we did and i had a therapy session with heather cuz she came over for one and oh jesse if you die on her i will dig up your grave and kill you repeatedly, this goes back to the first conversation that we had after the two of you started dating, remember the threats? well they still hold true to this day so watch it. i am kind of confusing myself. like i feel really comfortable around ian, like a comfort level that in previous relationships has taken me long periods of time to establish and i cant really figure out why unless its like a natural progression that just the more you date the more comfortable you feel around memebers of the opposite sex but i do not think this is true, its just wierd, cuz like i feel like ive known him for a lot longer than i have, and im not sure whether this is a false sense of intimacy or just a connection and i dont even know why im writing it in here. lol. (5 minute pause) have i run out of things to say? this is not possible!! i will now attempt to fall asleep,gimme a couple minutes of your time if you dont mind. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz there we go i feel better now. ian and i are reading a bedtime story together, but i dont think its a normal bedtime story but thats ok cuz were not normal. so yeah i think its time to go to sleepy now night night muah!!
*names may have been changed to protect the privacy of the individuals involved |
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[Sep. 9th, 2003|07:35 pm] |
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so im really starting to get pissed off at people who are just screwing with my brain. like seriously do you do it on purpose, im trying to be normal, even nice and put everything behind me so that we could hopefully be civil but no, god did i seriously expect you to be mature about this, what was i thinking? stupid zory. i hate you jerkface. why cant i ever EVER just give up and stop, forever, whats wrong with me why must i keep trying to find the good in people at my own expense? i am so glad that this doesnt hurt because i would seriously have emotional damage beyond repair, in this case im just frustrated and i thank god for that. "love is like a role that we played, but i believe in you so much i could die for the words that you say" wow i was just listening through dashboard for the first time and that song just wow that was really ironic. whatever i hafta do work screw you. |
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| umm yeah |
[Sep. 9th, 2003|01:02 am] |
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so ok like when youre confused about something that just randomly happened and you ask the person involved in this random incident about what just happened theyre supposed to reply right? ok good just checking, so yeah we were good tonight and didnt go to the truckstop even tho we all wanted to so now we are all online talking to each other. hmm how does that work? so yeah we watched milo and otis tonight and it was amazing if i may say so myself. and all this stuff is happening to all these people back home for all of us and its so frustrating cuz i feel like i cant help in any way cuz im not there but yeah, i just want everyone to know that im praying for all of your friends and relatives. and like rachael said today people are going to let you down so you have to put your hope and trust in jesus because hes the only one who never will. and i think i need to start doing that more often because i have a problem with depending on other people for things that i should be depending on god for. so yes its time to sleepy since ive been up for a very very long time. night night. |
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[Sep. 5th, 2003|01:23 am] |
ok this is the last entry for tonight i swear it! but i just want to give you guys umm a little preview of what life is like here at houghton, rachael i think you just might die, this is a part of me and matts conversation...
nakedlikecheese: freak.
nakedlikecheese: freak like whoa
PrincessZory: hey sexy
nakedlikecheese: hello
PrincessZory: haha how are you?
nakedlikecheese: tired
nakedlikecheese: how are you
PrincessZory: about the same
nakedlikecheese: wooh
nakedlikecheese: you know..
nakedlikecheese: we could probably go have mad sex
nakedlikecheese: right now.
nakedlikecheese: and video tape it
PrincessZory: i could go for that
PrincessZory: yeah!!
nakedlikecheese: and sell it
nakedlikecheese: on ebay
PrincessZory: and make craploads of money!
nakedlikecheese: most likely yes.
PrincessZory: dude we so should
nakedlikecheese: yep
PrincessZory: why cant more guys be like you?
nakedlikecheese: because
nakedlikecheese: the world would be so pregnant
nakedlikecheese: with mattlike babies
nakedlikecheese: and then they would grow up to be as cool
nakedlikecheese: and in turn...
nakedlikecheese: we would overpopulate the earth
nakedlikecheese: because we'd all be way too bangable
PrincessZory: lol you know that was very profound lol and true |
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